Would you have the guts to say,

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading

So sick and tired of all the needless beating

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I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming?
— Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close

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Thursday, August 11, 2011

Tuning into some glee songs, well brings me back to last year...

Blink of an eye and it seems that 1 year have gone. 1 year since I had just met some awesome friends.

It seems official that I'm leaving, well now more emotions just start flowing it. It's time for me to start letting go?

I don't want people to feel upset, I shouldn't have gotten involved in to many friendships issue from the start of the year.

Can't wait to go, but it feels that everything I have ever known seems to just dissapear.

Time to let it go.

#Glee-Faithfully

Friday, July 29, 2011

Today's a pretty chilling Saturday. Well, another week has just ended and this is probably one of the darkest week of my entire life.

I have lost grasp of everything. Studies, friends, music and everything I ever wanted. I feel that Im sucha failure, but im still clinging on.

Had a great talk with Jia En and Bro. I think that had pushed me back from the corner of the cliff :)

"She's just that 1 out of 34 in the class, and I think I want the sastification of the friendship and not her." "I can't express myself well." "I shouldn't make everything seem so important." Darn they all are fucking true, gosh.

I keep begging god to bring me there asap this week, im so pathetic aye.

If I don't bulk up quickly, the next thing I would lose would be myself. Gotta get up in my feet and show that aint easy for me to be a loser.

Another upcoming week with less tests and homeworks, but I think I should start focusing on planning my emotions.

"Alex Goot - We could love

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Oral just ended today and I've decided to continue blogging becos yeah hope i can find some where to truly express all my feelings.

I have a few months left before I'm gone. This week after the documents, mum said it would be confirmed. Well i'm gone.

From the start of the year I always wanted to leave, but now I don't. Friends. Well it ain't going to stop me but yeah that tinge of heartbroken feeling I have to face../

Should start treasuring my friends. Though every day left is occupied but hope I'm going to leave a good impression when I'm gone...

She's still not talking to me, but well, I already tried my best.

PE is tmrw, can't wait to have funnn.

But baby, where they knock you down and out

Is where you oughta stay

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile Vanessa, 080396 I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Archives July 2011 August 2011 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Thursday, August 11, 2011 Tuning into some glee songs, well brings me back to last year... Blink of an eye and it seems that 1 year have gone. 1 year since I had just met some awesome friends. It seems official that I'm leaving, well now more emotions just start flowing it. It's time for me to start letting go? I don't want people to feel upset, I shouldn't have gotten involved in to many friendships issue from the start of the year. Can't wait to go, but it feels that everything I have ever known seems to just dissapear. Time to let it go. #Glee-Faithfully Friday, July 29, 2011 Today's a pretty chilling Saturday. Well, another week has just ended and this is probably one of the darkest week of my entire life. I have lost grasp of everything. Studies, friends, music and everything I ever wanted. I feel that Im sucha failure, but im still clinging on. Had a great talk with Jia En and Bro. I think that had pushed me back from the corner of the cliff :) "She's just that 1 out of 34 in the class, and I think I want the sastification of the friendship and not her." "I can't express myself well." "I shouldn't make everything seem so important." Darn they all are fucking true, gosh. I keep begging god to bring me there asap this week, im so pathetic aye. If I don't bulk up quickly, the next thing I would lose would be myself. Gotta get up in my feet and show that aint easy for me to be a loser. Another upcoming week with less tests and homeworks, but I think I should start focusing on planning my emotions. "Alex Goot - We could love Tuesday, July 12, 2011 Oral just ended today and I've decided to continue blogging becos yeah hope i can find some where to truly express all my feelings. I have a few months left before I'm gone. This week after the documents, mum said it would be confirmed. Well i'm gone. From the start of the year I always wanted to leave, but now I don't. Friends. Well it ain't going to stop me but yeah that tinge of heartbroken feeling I have to face../ Should start treasuring my friends. Though every day left is occupied but hope I'm going to leave a good impression when I'm gone... She's still not talking to me, but well, I already tried my best. PE is tmrw, can't wait to have funnn.
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay